Dec 9 2007 is the date when I am not working on my project! It's been couple of days ! The University deadline was Dec 7 2007 and somehow I made it ... no no no... WE MADE IT TOGETHER. (Thanks buddy, like every time you came to rescue me and made me through) "If He will get you to it then He will get you through it". I am always on the verge of giving up and somehow you put me back.
It wasn't somehow though. I remember the time when I was there. I can feel it from that hunger, that aching back, those sleepless nights and the crashing drowsiness, the confusion, the stress, the race to beat the deadline, hours of constant stare on the computer screen, repetitive efforts to attain something with perfection and all amidst millions of distractions. It may not be the best thing in the world but somehow it was the best thing for me. I remember coming out of the graduate studies office after submitting my project report. That feeling, that momentary happiness, that smile on my face coming out from deep within the heart(!). Nobody was watching me. Nobody was there to greet me. I just stretched my hand to Thank You and you greeted me well. In the best possible way anyone ever could.
These words are written to flatter you with the desire of having this time again and again. But all I can say is YOU KNOW THE BEST. I tried and I failed but what I received in the end was and will ever be a precious gift. I will make an effort not to stop this journey here. I still have a long way to go and I want to tell you I will try to do my best. You know that I includes 'YOU' too ! THANK YOU... THANK YOU.
And yea, some things left are fine tuning the code, testing the working of Telnet, SSH and SMTP Protocols, and understanding Linux Network Stack.
It wasn't somehow though. I remember the time when I was there. I can feel it from that hunger, that aching back, those sleepless nights and the crashing drowsiness, the confusion, the stress, the race to beat the deadline, hours of constant stare on the computer screen, repetitive efforts to attain something with perfection and all amidst millions of distractions. It may not be the best thing in the world but somehow it was the best thing for me. I remember coming out of the graduate studies office after submitting my project report. That feeling, that momentary happiness, that smile on my face coming out from deep within the heart(!). Nobody was watching me. Nobody was there to greet me. I just stretched my hand to Thank You and you greeted me well. In the best possible way anyone ever could.
These words are written to flatter you with the desire of having this time again and again. But all I can say is YOU KNOW THE BEST. I tried and I failed but what I received in the end was and will ever be a precious gift. I will make an effort not to stop this journey here. I still have a long way to go and I want to tell you I will try to do my best. You know that I includes 'YOU' too ! THANK YOU... THANK YOU.
And yea, some things left are fine tuning the code, testing the working of Telnet, SSH and SMTP Protocols, and understanding Linux Network Stack.
